Her love for poetry writings developed as she left her adolescent years started from her primary until highschool where she won several competitions All poems are written in English the reason being she felt that she can express more in English while her love for her mothertongue language bahasa still serves as the primary tool to communicate These compilations was mostly written in a phase where she felt life can be such a roller coaster It reflects all the mixed emotions happiness and sadness One of her journey to search the true meaning of life Her love for poetry writings developed as she left her adolescent years started from her primary until highschool where she won several competitions All poems are written in English the reason being she felt that she can express more in English while her love for her mothertongue language bahasa still ...serves as the primary tool to communicate These compilations was mostly written in a phase where she felt life can be such a roller coaster It reflects all the mixed emotions happiness and sadness One of her journey to search the true meaning of life