I had no intention of being a mistress at that time I was stuck with a mistake that I made unconsciously The man offered me to be the woman to satisfy his lust I accepted it because I was afraid of my boss at the time Also I didn t want to involve my parents in my problem I can t think straight let alone think about the risks Living with the sabotage of men who pretend to help is not easy I seem to have died Everyone pressured me into making that mistake I have to take responsibility There is no way to escape or cancel the bid He treats me the way he wants I just accept fate or rather surrender Shaina I had no intention of being a mistress at that time I was stuck with a mistake that I made unconsciously The man offered me to be the woman to satisfy his lust I accepted it because I was afraid of my boss at the time Also I didn t want ...to involve my parents in my problem I can t think straight let alone think about the risks Living with the sabotage of men who pretend to help is not easy I seem to have died Everyone pressured me into making that mistake I have to take responsibility There is no way to escape or cancel the bid He treats me the way he wants I just accept fate or rather surrender Shaina